Just the fact that i couldn't change

i should have wake up earlier for today-Tuesday to go college and settle some annoying stuffs...And yes i did woke up VERY early in the morning..I myself also wonder why i woke up so early as i never do that before in my college life...LOL!! In fact, im so freaking scared n worried about this semester...i seriously dunno how to handle 5 subjects...that's the reason why i woke up so early, not really woke up but cant sleep throughout the whole night actually...i really want to drop the freak subject!! 

 well-prepared everything and also my MOOD!!! i went to college and met with fren to go for DROPPING!!! waiting quite long at the main entrance...worrying abt how the lecturer gonna treat us (LIKE HELL???) LOL  anyway, we still have to face it..went through difficulties for me at least... finally we met with Ms. N and had a freak conv with her...HAIZZ!!! not really disappointed but she told us to get the permission n formal letter from our parents then only she will let us in doing so lOOOOO!!!! 

OH YA!! i miss one part..WOOttttTT????  O_o  just before v met with N ..v went to meet C 1st...i started to love her actually...she isn't that #$% actually...LOL!! well, she talked with us regarding to the matter...For me, i was feeling that they never have any well planning for us b4 enrollment...what to do?? it's college. >.< who is suppose to care abt u ?? they just care abt the M!!! ishhh`~!!!!! but i was wondering also...that's the M from us but not them...so why not just let us in dropping the sub??/

well, Finally we couldn't drop it...!@#$%^&*%$#@!  watever!!! it just annoyed me and i felt so emo rite now because of i gonna take 5 subs ....

feel so weird why it seems i haven finish writing tis blog??

coz im so emo now n don't feel like continuing...LOL

1st day-- 3rd sem!!

OMG!!! it's my 3rd sem in college..im still thinking how awesome was my 1st sem...LOL!! i dont really like tis sem's timetable...coz it just too bad for me..3/4 days for classes end at 6pm...it's like  \/\/tf...LOL!! well, i still have to go through it..as i shud do what i promised!! 

i told Fred that i wanted to meet him early in the morning BUT..  i woke up at 9.56am!!! omg!!! ISHHSH~~!!! the 1st day i woke up lateeeee  O_o i was rushing for everything and went to college after that...when i entered the class, there was nth different for me at least!! just the lecturer was the new one for me..after 2 hours class, v went to the next class, awesome lecturer was thr as she was the familiar C for us...HAHA

after 4 hours classes, v were extremely exhausted n some of them are sick for the 1st day in college..i wonder why ...is it the different air n environment that they are not really familiar with ?? NO!!! coz it's the same college n same design of classes man!!! well, after that v went to AC n have our lunch...having some conv abt dropping one of the sub in this sem coz v really couldn't handle it...FOR ME AT LEAST!! 

tot wanna to see HOP but she's kinda busy?? nt in a good mood?? SO...v decided to see her tmr...so ya!! v  chit-chatted..n finally some of them don't want to cont the following class which was set at 4pm!! OMG!!! it's so late...anyway, i went to the class as im a "good" student for the 1st week..for me , the reason that i wanna to attend classes is bcoz of i wanna to enjoy those classes in the 1st week..COZ that's the most awesome to have class in the 1st week,,no tension to face!! LOL

the last class for today was awesome for me, as the lecturer is kinda FRIENDLY...but the only thing i don't really like it is bcoz of v have to choose a class rep...HMM O_o  not bcoz of they mentioned my name but there's something that make me feel irritating...WHAT is that?? some of u may know it soon...LOL

end of classes for the 1st day, i went to library  to borrow the text books that v nid for our classes...n i met up my frens to have dinner n v watched a movie- the tourist which i had decided not to watch but end up with...i WATCHED it...it's kind of comedy for me...LOL!! she is attractive n sexy!! YAY!! HAHA

went for supper, but in my mind i kept thinking of the dropping of sub...im worrying abt it..after a decision which made by myself, i concluded it with a call n decided to see HOP tmr morning as FAST as possible...due to some reasons...=) so ya, for me today ended up with an okay mood!! well, cont to hunt for some fun during tis week as i GUESS i will be so busy after this...hehe

i love the last thing for today!! =)

2nd sem- 3rd sem in college

First of all, im so happy that im here again...LOL

2nd sem ended few weeks ago. Well, in the 2nd sem, i learnt alot especially from friends..friends could be categorized into types n groups...for me, i had categorized few of them into different groups in college...well, it could be saying that i have so many groups of friends in college...All of them r important for me n for sure...i appreciate all of them so much...

In 2nd sem, alot of matters happened and i went through it with my friends..what are those matters??? O_O not feeling like i want to mention those coz it may be a little bit private...LOL!! anyway, i learnt alot from those matters and i knew that it's not an simple job in doing with friends...socializing is an important thing that v should carry out everyday... 

3rd sem is gonna start in a few days time, i would like to go back college very soon. BUt, the only thing that im worrying is i have to handle 5 subjects in this coming semester...coz i considered as a playful girl for me at least...LOL!! anyway, i will still work hard for this coming sem...as i promise myself not to be too playful..GET IT??  Not to be "too" playful...LOL!! hmm, everything is hard if u never put enough effort into it...so i should put alot of effort into my study ...

i admitted that i wasn't put enough effort in my 2nd sem la...sigh** well, i wont break my promise as i must study SMART n HArd in this coming sem ..hopefully i could handle myself!! LOL!! 

time pass so fast, seriously!! im now feeling so tension with my study n my life right now...many things come to me in a sudden way n i couldn't solve it so far...so i would like to send a msg to GOD...in requesting HIM to bless me!! LOL!!! SAY all the best to me n everyone around me ...TAke care everyone!!

New Year New Resolution>> i have to change All .....around me in becoming better, better n better!!! =) GOD bless me as U haD received my msg!! LOL!!!