>Change< should be carried out??

Alright, now whenever i got nothing to do,

the only thing i can think of is to blog

why am i suddenly getting so addicted to it? {hmm~~}*wondering*

zInG!!  being affected by someone (link)   and finally found that it is so interesting  =)

well, as the above captioned matter##

CHANGE??

yes!! change@@ LOLxXx

change can be from physical, mentality and so on.(object, human and....)

hence, if let's discuss about someone physically>>

there are various ways/edges to interpret someone on their *physical....*

so?? what i mean about various??

for instance, 

so, what m i going to discuss about is......

is this girl pretty?

A: yes, she is.

B: NO, she isn't.

that's so call the edge/way for different people to judge on someone physically.^^

however, for me?? you want to know what's my opinion on her?(seriously,she is.*cheating?* i DON'T know)

whatever~~as for me, i am very sure that i should change^^

let me show you all something^^

jenG jENg JENG!!!

OMG!!! who is she?! *shock lehhhhhh??*

she is my younger sister xD

seriously..that's me lOLLLLLLLLLLLL

2ndary 2?? 1?? 3?? 4?? 5??

yeah~~ secondary 5!! waka waka eh eh eh

LOL**

any changes?? {remember to leave your comment later at the bottom ya^^)

actually, for me, i got shock when i open this file and review it.

my conclusion is*photo can capture all those we lost/forgot/miss and .............

for me, obviously i am standing at the side of >change<

why am i saying that?

is that i am so proud for now?

NO! definitely no..

still have to put much more effort to change *physically* ^^BING BING^^

that's what i want to share about *physically changes*

are you thinking about what to say about mentality?? (for me)

hehe^^ be patient ####just thinking of i can't pronounce this word correctly last time####

well, for my mentality??

want to know?

i am trying my best and working hard to change it

what is that going to be changed?

start from some time ^long long time ago^

i was always tell myself to control my emotion wisely and nicely

well, i did! but?????

just a few times i can handle *it*

hence, up to now my emotion still keeps oppose to what i want to be.

so annoying~~!!

that's about mentality, not going to say so much on it *privacy* haha

**annoying story**

OMGoshh

talk about this word  *ANNOYING*

i heard this for hundredthousandmillionbillion times

but every time i heard, this word is not being used on me.

but since 10th August 2010~~

it changed!! (also got a bit related to the title^^ *changed*) LOOOOL

well, just stop here about this *ANNOYING* (let the user of ANNOYING to realize and learn from the "mistake" in using it) (self-examine is needed) BLEKZZ   =P

why am i so care about this??  (care not meaning that i am angry ^^ just to tell you i don't like)

because  that is my style lOOOOOO

for me i feel that ANNOYING is really an irritate word that really irritate me then only i will speak out

s000...what to do is i am avoiding myself to be annoyed

because i don't wish to speak it out on othersssssss

yeah~~!!! that's me, my style, my own style, my original style, my typical style...*LOL*

oh yeah~~ feeling tired now@.@

just to sum up, 

i must work hard to change myself into a better PENNY ^^

as finally to be a best girl for myself and looking at my OWN way/edge..hehe^^

*2nd SEM*

2nd august 2010
this is the 1st day of my new sem
woke up early in the morning
went to college to enrol (L7 R101 & 2)***
went through the previous process
came to the finance's table
OMG@@ i hav to wait for my eldest sister to come n pay for me^^
hence, i go to library n on9>> uh huh>>>
gt a call from sister "i reached ur college ard"
"okok..waiting at the main entrance n i go meet u up"
went to pay all tat damn freaking expensive fees**(RM 2967)
went to eat CHICKEN RICE (RINESH n FRED's favorite)
met rinesh up after tat n waiting for fred in starbucks~~!!@@
reached n went ac to hav his drinks for awhile
having chit-chat(mad n funny) as v din meet for a LONG time...izzit long??? *ok loo*

MORAL EDUCATION {1st class of 2nd sem}
waiting inside the lecture hall for a long time
then gt a guy wif special "style"?? (uh huh??)*LOL* at him
he came in n informed tat *EMERGENCY LEAVE* by our lecturer
well...wasting my time thr for doing nth n jz let SOMEONE "SCOLD" because of *giving ideasssss* T.TTTT
feeling tat mayb its a bad beginning of the 1st sem
HENCE!!!

*TODAY* 3rd AUgusT>>>> bAD dAY!!
have the ENG class at 12pm
11++pm met shueyli n went lepak 1st b4 the class...
NO NO!! NO lepakk!!
jz sit at the table at Level 7 n chat abt SOME??
Wowooooooo
time is reached for us to go into class
saw our lecturer *MS $%#@$^*
WTH!!! wat such a boring lecturer ever n s0000 daMN SuxxxxxxsssSSSS
many commenntsss abt her as jz can be sum up to only ONE
(more to -ve~~~ means still gt +ve laaaa^^) impresssion?? opinionss?? feeling?? watever laaaAAAAAlalalalala!!
FxxxxZxxXXx
feeling tension vf all the new faces inside the class
suXkss facess@ berlagak?? *fred i dun think so*
i discovered something funny in the class ~!!
tats >>> the lipsSs of the galsss
almost 100% r *..i..* (guess-ing??) not going to tell^^ wakKAKakak**blEKZZ
the lecturer keeps talking abt the course structure n explain it vry detaillll!!!
BUT!!!!! more to BORING RUBBISH DISGUSTING ANNOYING >>>>>.....<<<<<<
soon i gt *emo* *quiet* *sad* *tension* n s00000 0nnNNnn
huh?>>??? sad???
ya YUP yeS yeaHHH...i m sad
why>??? why???? WHY???
coz i m feeling tat i m so poOr..
POOR?? yeah...poor in ENG!!*improvement* is needed!!
*HAPPY* at the same time,..
actually my frens care abt me^^LOL
mayb they jz wan to *BB* abt wat happened to me??
i dONT care...but i know they care abt me^^!!1
actually nth on me...jz feeling like dont like to talk in the class..

waiting so longg to end the class
YEAHH!!!! it ended!!!
come one galll!!!! HUMAN COMM!!!
omGGoshhh
its a NEW n STRANGE sub for me
WOW!!!
waiting for the lecturer *MS ELILL*
(a nice n young looking lecturer)
having intro for all of the classmatesSs
intro herself..
OMggggggggg..
i jz rmb some of them...
1. SAM?? "special" outlooking guy , the only one who know my hometown in the class^^
2. CHRISTINE?? nice looking...LENG loo..@@
3. ABLE??? an indian guy which so fast fren vf rinesh^^
4. SOBBA??? an indian gal which rinesh is going tooooo...and lets NAVEENA has a company to her^^ hapiii leh NAVEENA
..........no more i rmb....^^
as for ADRIAN...he is the one i knew b4^^ he is our MONITOR...<<<
as the time n the intro gtting longer .....>>>.
borED wei!!! seriously!!!
read through the course structure n explained by MS
tis course is really challenge me alotSSSSSSS
after class v went for LUNCH
RINESH FRED CARMEN>>> chicken riceeeee
SHUEYLI ME>>> konno shoi gao meeeee^^


well..i would like to put all >>>>in a nutshell<<<<<
i feel like this sem is quite hard n tension for me
however, i will work hard for tat n try my best to bear with others in my class
some more
i wish all my *best* frens from last sem wont get further from me
as to be mean for me!! i know i m mean!!~~
i will gt the feeling of @#%@^@#$%^&#%$^#^$%#@%^$% while i see they r @#@^&^^%$#$&%$
s000..do hope they wont!!!
well as they wont know wat m i thinking~~!!
i M mean to own all of my *bEST* frenssSs
alright!!
i wish this sem's timetable will change
as i really realLLY donTTTT Like iiiitttttt

aCTUALLY i m EMO today@@
some more argued vf ETHAN last nite n the matters haven being solved yet
some more today i met someone tat i feel irritating!!!!
wanna to tell tat!!! "he is askin me but NOT U!!"
wat the HHHHHHHHHHHH n the qualifications for u to answer!!!?????
uh HUH??!!!
well...i know i m so CRAZY N MEAN vf tat!!!!
i know i hav to change myself!!!
but tats my ORIGINAL BEHAVIOUR on frenssSS *mean to own*
*sob sob* >emo-ing<
gt such a sad feeling in going to crYYYY..
wHY?? PENNY??? sot jor ah??? thirty-eight la UU!(me)
GOSHHHHHhhhhh...tearssSS..........hehe^^ i m ok!!!
cheers n lets work hard for this sem!!!
frensss!!! all the best for u all!^^
*FRIENDSFOREVER* will it be??
is thr anyone THAT can PROMISE me abt this???
I M BLESSING^^ GOD BLESS><<

keeps telling myself tmr will be a gud gud day^^
as tmr is ENG class T____T

read "uh huh" in this post for so many times???
avril's song^^
telling me...
> uh huh life like this <
great inspiration for me to bear with my life rite nOW!!
hehe^^ smile is needed for me!!! hehe^^ =)